I like:
-to write my name. Becuase it only has four letters. And is a flower.
-getting my haircut when life gets stressful.

I hate:
-women who take people's love interests
-love interests who willfully go along

I want:
-for my knees to stop hurting
-for my life to stop feeling surreal

I have:
-a desire for change

Moral of the Story
Women are whores. Men can't keep it in their pants. Artists are not people. They are better than that.

This is my senior year of high school...so that's mostly why I'm never here. IT'S CRAZY! So much work, all this college applications stuff. It's especially difficult because I'm quite hazy about what I want to do in the future. And then I found out that I was writing an essay for LAST YEARS application. HA. Anyway...

So I'm going to try and donate blood tomorrow...so far it's been a bad track record, but hopefully the third time will be the charm!

Hmmm...what else, what else?

Hahaha...I live in a college town, and our (american) football team is playing right now, so every two minutes my uncle calls my dad and there is victorious yelling and cock-a-doodle-dooling. It's quite amusing.

Oh, dramadramadrama. I can't wait to get out of high school. Just saying. It's not terrible or anything...but 12 years is enough! lol

I made someone laugh today. <3

Okay, okay, I have a confession to make. I LOVE YOU GUYS! Sorry for being MIA/AWOL for so long. I am working on something that will hopefully be up here soon...

Music
"Wishing Well" - The Airborne Toxic Event
"Savior" - Rise Against
"Defy Gravity" - from "Wicked"
"Little Bit of Red" - Serena Ryder

go to [link] and watch it!

The worst part about being human is the imagination. It's our greatest gift, the one that sets us apart from all billion trillion organisms on the planet. It is the root for everything great in this world and how we perceive and understand it...

But then, at times, when you are like every other teenage girl in the world and facing insecurities it drives you CRAZY because you come up with NONSENSICAL scenarios that couldn't POSSIBLY happen...but WHAT IF?! That damn world "IF"!

Boys are also the worst part of being human becasue you fall so friggin' hard over them and at times it feels like you're trying to communicate with a BRICK WALL. THEY DON'T MAKE SENSE! I don't think they WANT to make sense. I swear they do it on purpose!They can't possibly not notice how frustrated you get with them!!!! (no offense to any of my male watchers...)

I want a tattoo...and for my mind to just take a vacation for a while.

Hi everyone. For now, I am still alive. Tomorrow may be a different story, though, that's just how life is.

I am wanting to put more art up, but it's been a bit slow going on the creativity side right now. Hopefully though, that is about to change. I have good music (new Madina Lake CD) and alot of stress.

Hopefully I will be on here more often, I am sad to see that I've lost touch with some of you people.

The only real exciting thing that happened was that I got to go to Europe! For a school trip...Spain, France and London, 10. It was AWESOME! XD

I hope that everyone is doing well...it would make me feel good.

*Live life with passion.
*Believe in a thing called love.
*Follow your dreams.
*Don't run outside barefoot, unless you're prepared for the consequences, like stepping on thorns.
*Be prepared for dissapointment.
*BELIEVE IN THE ONES YOU LOVE.
*Accept the nuances of people.
*Don't kick people in the back, you'll hurt your toe. Bad. So make you do things properly.
*Let the little things go, it really doesn't matter in the long run.
*Use the word "whatever" as much as possible.
*Be spicy about everything.
*Don't expect things to happen on their own. You have to work at it.
*Passion is contagious. Spread it around.
*Laziness is unacceptable.
*If you at least try your best, no one has the right to get mad at you.
*Don't take life for granted.
*The greatest thing you can give someone is your time.
*Wasting other people's time is inexcusable.
*Never be late. You can't ever be sure what you'll be missing.
*Don't forget that one smile can change the world.
*Remember that to the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
*Use the gifts you've been giving.
*Let your imagination run free.
*Don't loose your grasp on reality.
*Anything worth doing is worth taking the time to DO IT RIGHT.

You've been given some important life lessons. Here are some not as important ones.

*I stepped on a thorn yesterday, and my foot hurts.
*Its the same foot I kicked someone with and hurt my toe.